April 9, 2003 journal, the sacrifice of shame, save the celebration, which is worthy to judge. We may win this battle but lose the war against the Moslem World that is linked to Satan in his plan of destruction for God's people. I speak of the obscure church in the hearts of true believers and not of this nation and its churches of Idolatry with false righteousness. Everybody is now asking to pray after the fact. Who suggested prayer before ordering the attack? I am seeing a clear vision of the cause and the consequence of this war. We are fed a diet of propaganda everyday and this is no way to defeat a real demonic enemy such as Saddam Hussein and his 1 billion allies in the world even here among us now. There are no victories in these dark days and there are no simple answers from the unenlightened. I can see and feel the end time as the SARS virus spreads and threatens public health all of which we have no control. I was inspired to paint the abstract of March Wind as we were marching to Baghdad in an awful sandstorm. David Bloom is said to have been cramped in the journey and while sleeping reportedly attributing to a blood clot and ultimate death. Already another war is brewing over who will rule Iraq and we have a bad history when it comes to replacing leaders of nations like Cuba and even Iraq. We always seem to install a worst dictator than we take out. My daddy told me that Roosevelt was drunk when he gave away Eastern Europe to Russia during the final days of WWII in Europe committing those poor people to 50 years of hell worse than Hitler under the Communist regime of torture and death as slaves. Our sacrifice is in shame for the loss of life in this oil-rich or free-for-all country selected to destroy all though their standard of living essential was said to be above that of most Arab nations before we cut them off. Show me an Arab nation that is really our friend. Who is worthy before God to send our men into battle to fight an enemy and die dirty on a hot dusty desert fighting for oil and enrichment of the well-to-do. My disgust with this war drives me to paint abstract of the confusion I feel and see as it is foolish destruction in my opinion to waste the people who ever they are. We claim to protect women and children at all cost then why is a huge new crater in the middle of a residential area in Baghdad just happened. Is this more friendly fire? Fire is fire and this was no mistake. There is going to be lots of single moms in Baghdad by killing soldiers that are forced to fight in the Iraqi army just because they were born in that place. War is only justified in self-defense. Wars are usually instigated by people with an agenda to serve themselves. World War one and two are said to have been financed by the Pope. War causes suffering and death and that is why the devil likes war so well. Hitler was used by the Pope or by the Jesuit army which controls the pagan papacy Pope of Rome. This Antichrist religion was surely what caused the war and separation of Southern Ireland from England in 1916, and has fanned the war fires in Northern Ireland ever since. There will be no peace on earth so long as the devil is loose to build up egos and destroy love. We have played into the hands of Satan because we are blind and cannot see the end time prophecy developing and being fulfilled. The true Christians are the true enlightened ones. All enlightenment comes from God and neither from the Illuminati nor any of their associates. A report on the cluster bombs being dropped in Iraq and killing many children after the fact as they did in Afghanistan. The Pentagon knows that many of these do not explode on impact and are picked up by children later that usually results in their innocent death. Albert Einstein is on display at New York's American Museum of Natural History as an important scientist in our history responsible for the Manhattan Project, the atom bomb. Thank God he was on our side or Hitler would have used it to destroy the worlds people.